02/14/2011

i am bored

today i realized that i am bored with my life. i want adventure, i want excitement, i want to feel purity and youth and the fragility of life. i want to grow intellectually, spritually, push myself physically, give of myself freely and selflessly, and most of all i want to learn about who i am so one day i can fall madly in love with someone else.

at age 22 i got my first (and second) tattoo. i graduated college. i got my first real job. i moved out of my parents house. i ran the longest race i've ever run before. i went the longest i've ever gone without being in a relationship. i've done many things this year, but every accomplishment only leaves me thirsty for more.

this bucket list is the opening of my virtual door to the possibilities of life. it is what will keep my dayjob from becoming monotonous, my dreams from becoming unattainable, my passions from becoming obsolete, and will keep me from taking advantage of all the precious beauty that exists in life. this is my escape from what most people call reality, and it will hopefully lead me to my personal and existential realism. i am blessed with the gift of life, i should never be bored.

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